My last few days as a National Park Ranger were not all I hoped they would be. A struggle with forces beyond my control over a small matter reddened my eyes and quieted my laughter. But this same struggle showed me how many of my fellow rangers cared and supported me. So now as I breathe in the thick, heady scent of roses and honeysuckle that surrounds Groundwell Farm, I can look back upon my days at the great Mammoth Cave with kindness and respect.